A Better Version of Myself.

Glimpses of a life that will not provoke jealously or resentment, rather, a simplistic understanding of an understated life.

Thursday, March 04, 2004

Ahh.... forget regret.

Tricky, I know.


So a summary of the past few weeks... I am currently questioning my validity as a regular blogger. i read others blogs every day... follow up with phone calls when needed, provide feedback- even "lean" on them every now and then when blogs are not provided on a daily basis.... and yet I sit here with desperate weekly reports straggling in... hmmm.

An update for all... the bsuy season of my work is here.. I am increasingly in demand about 18 hours a day... most days and I have worked about 10 days straight now... so if I do not answer my cell phone- do not be worried, r take it personally- but my phone rings approximately 50 times per day and by 8:00pm I just don't want to hear it anymore. No offense to anyone.

My weekend in Chicago was summed up by another night of drinking at local establishments in the midst of Mardi Gras fury... so of course my pal Mike Denzel and I have to have the best and biggest beads at any cost!! So I show a little cleavage and Mike slow dances with 45 year old women and within an hour and a half we are lit up like the seasons best in our 20 plus necklace... I also have 2 huge badges that rest on each breast that say "Bacardi Gras" shich sent me into the character of anna Nocile in her trim spa commercial.... yes- Spring break frame of mind. On to the next bar where we played pool and D and I kicked som serious ass.... yeah.

Sunday we were on our way out when the parking ramp guy says that my car won't start... long story short- he was an ass- Rex's car wouldn't start and had a flat tire and it took us 2 1/2 hours to get out of that damn place.... but once my car was running... and we were waiting for assistance with the tire thing.... I put in some music and we had our own dance party... by that time every person we knew in Chicago was in the ramp to lend their support....


So last Friday I go to an after work gathering where people are celebrating a co-workers resignation.....start drinking at 5:30.... eugh. By 10:00 I was a bit out of line... giving unwanted advice, and apparently putting on a one- person show... I was literally standing in front of tables telling stories and probably lies.

Saturday and Sunday I had to run a miniature golf holf at a boating and fishing swap meet..... yeah- just my cup of tea... pair that with an outrageous hangover and you've got a recipe for "should not be around kids" hell, pure, deserving hell.


So tonight I am going to a play with some friends and a few co-workers... I am really looking forward to it. I will give the update tomorrow... or next week.


Oh- I saw the Passion of the Christ with Cody on Monday night... beautiful. I can't say that I am the same person after seeing that movie... it revived some things in my world... much needed awakening... call it what you will...

words fail to represent what I am feeling about it... rather, I fail to find words tat represent.


all the best. chris Kilgore- where are you? I have presents for you.

Allison- I will call you.



smush.

C

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